Refreshing Break

As you know I have MIA and I needed time to take a step back and just find myself. I know that sounds crazy but I have lost myself in being a wife, mom, maid, banker, nurse, taxi driver, chef, personal shopper, etc. I just felt so overwhelmed and wanted to just stay home crawl in the bed and become a hermit.
                                                   This is how I looked before my break

Taking time out and stepping back from everything has been so refreshing. While I finally had time to think during this period it hit me that September I was going to officially hit the OLD club I will be the dirty 30. Yes I think 30 is old because to me it is. When people say you are only as old as you feel I want there nose to grow...you know you don't feel 20 when you're 30 so I'm calling BS. Please when I was 20 I could stay up all nite, eat as much junk as I wanted and not gain a pound, run on 3 hours of sleep and now I hit the 7oclock movie because I will fall asleep in the late one.
I signed up for weight watchers 3 months ago and didn't enter a single thing and did it so as I am going into my 30s I didn't want to go into it with a bad attitude and negative Nancy mind set. So I told myself I am going to go crazy and do stuff I don't do to make my life less stress, healthier, and most importantly happy. I am so happy fulfilled with being a wife and mom but when it comes to ME I am just so over it.
 I decided to do something about it......
1. slow my kids schedules down
2. take time to myself and not feel guilty {that part was easy to do}
3. find a stress relief
4. loose this 15 pounds that I have gained
5. will power to stick with it
I always come to this once a year but I have got to stick with it or else you will me my blog from the 7th floor of the crazy house.


                         Now I feel like I'm working more towards looking like this......

What, really?

I'm in love with Mary Bs biscuits because they taste exactly like the ones from scratch and lets face it
I don't have the time or want to make them. This is so easy and so good so why not. I know the price of everything is going up but taking it to a while new level by jipping me is just ludicrous! I only got 9 biscuits in a bag of 10 :{

The girls came walking by dressed like this and I asked what are yal doing they said they were playing Mom...what? I dont dress like that well yes those are my boots but the other is a swim suit cover. I had to take them down a notch. What were they thinking?

The backhoe man came and piled up these rocks to block the water so we could hold it in to pump to the fields.

I think he might have missed a spot and now we have a beautiful rock waterfall. The kids and I love it but the farmer not so much. I think we should leave it and let it be.

How can I not mention

I have been seeing people rave over an over for 50 shades of grey and with everyone saying all these great things about how they cant put it down or they read all of them and now what are they going to do or simply reading it again. I knew I had to read it. So unlike myself I go into this blind not reading the reviews or few pages on Amazom. I just download it to kindle ipad app and begin reading once I got to page 115 or so and HolyMoly I was in...well I don't know how to describe it I felt like I shouldn't be reading it but I couldn't put it down either. So I did what I always do when I have a good book keep on keeping on and page by page I was into it more and more and it just builds you up in this intense mystery. Believe it or not I finished it in one day now I'm on book 2. If this does make into a movie please Channing Tatum be Christian Grey. I don't need pale skinny Twilight dude so not hot but Channing oh yes Channing or Paul Walker. I mean I'm just saying