

This has been my mind set lately until last week when I decided to get back at it.
I worked out so hard Monday and Tuesday at the gym and on Wednesday I got up and could barely move and thinking about having to sit on the toilet to pee terrified me because I knew I had that hurt coming. It was a good hurt because I know if I wasn't sore then I didn't put in the work. Lets face it I haven't been since February. Monday I did fasted cardio...Couch25k and I was just not getting it I wanted to quit it was hard and I didn't like it I couldn't get into my running and then all of a sudden I hear "You're love never fails, never gives up, never RUNS out on me" and then it was on. I was into it and getting it with ease. My mind set was set to BRING IT!
After that this ....so needless to say it was a good day
Tuesday was leg day and my arms were sore from Mondays arm day so I was in a mind set of here we go I'm back after a long time off I'm back.
Now back to Wednesday there was no way I could run my couch25k I could barely move. I thought maybe I came back a little to strong I should have remember I needed to go back to the beginning when heavy weights was something I couldn't do. I decided to not go to the gym but go bike riding with the kids on a gravel road which isn't easy. I thought that would work out my soreness I didn't want to not work it out and then suffer from stiffness. I also watched what I ate even though I didn't make it back to the gym the rest of the week. I am back at the gym and getting back into the groove. I know when school starts it will be easier due to the kids being in school and in a routine.
On a bright note I did loose 2.5 pounds. Hellz yeah Bishes!!!! I'm sure its water weight but I will take it. I know that each week I will not loose this much so I'm making the choice not to get my hopes up.





